The Flesh Remembers by James Lavoe

Grief is quiet… until it begins to hunger.

London, 1893. Dr. Eleanor Ashcroft has lost the only man she’s ever loved. But when a letter arrives from the enigmatic Fairfax Blackwood Clinic—promising the impossible—she dares to follow.
Behind its doors, science tangles with ritual. Shadows breathe. Desire sharpens into something dangerous. And every answer is bought with flesh.
The deeper Eleanor descends, the more she is pulled into a world of forbidden experiments, intoxicating temptation, and the perilous men who would break her to save her.
To bring James back, she must surrender her body, her grief, and perhaps the last pieces of her soul.
Some doors cannot be closed. Some flesh remembers.