Butterfly by Lee McCormick

Make me into something different.

Shiloh
My world is simple… blood and paint. It’s all I know. It’s what I am. And then there’s him. A sweet hockey player who seems determined to lead me straight to hell. Getting close to him is dangerous. I’m not made to love, I’m made to create. The only way I know how to do that is through death.
But Donovan makes me want things… to be more than a monster. I don’t know if I can stop myself from craving the way his blood would look on canvas long enough to become something different, or if wanting his heart is nothing more than my sadistic muse demanding his destruction.

Donovan
My world is simple: pucks and pads. I’ve dedicated my life to hockey and becoming the elite goalie I am. It’s all I’ve ever wanted. All I’ve ever needed. But then there’s Shiloh. A talented artist who keeps secrets, hiding the truths of who he is away from me. As beautiful as he is unpredictable, Shiloh is the only thing outside my career that I truly crave.
Trying to figure him out keeps me on my toes, but the more I uncover, the darker it gets. His art is brutal, his hands create by destroying, and though I know I shouldn’t, I give him my heart to hold. He’s more than the monster he thinks he is, but if all he can see is his doom, then we’ll be doomed together.