Try To Fly by Hinsel Meyer

Benny
When reality kicks you while you’re down, what do you do?
Get drunk and find the hottest guy in the club to take home? No?
Just me then.
Meeting Chris isn’t on my bingo card for this year, but once I realize that what I feel for my straight best friend isn’t love, I feel like anything is possible. There are a lot of things left unresolved when I take my annual trip back home, but I make damn sure to let Chris know that I’m up for more with him before I leave.

Chris
Friendships, dating, relationships—none of them have ever been something I wanted. And yeah, I might have some hangups about…well, a lot of things, but I also know that Benny is special.
He’s sweet, funny, kind, and gorgeous.
So even though it terrifies me, even though I have to hide the panic that wants to come out thanks to my growing feelings for him, I know I can’t walk away.
That is, until we both realize who the other man really is.
How can Benny ever be with me knowing what I’ve done?