My Wildest Obsession by Shaw Hart

Dear Diary,
Theo tied the score today. It’s okay though. I’ve got big plans for tomorrow to pull into the lead once again. He’s not going to know what hit him.
He probably doesn’t even realize that I’m keeping track of all our verbal sparring and ranking who wins each. Every interaction is carefully scored, but he’s too wrapped up in work to notice me scribbling in my notebook every day.
I don’t know what it is about him, but I can’t seem to help myself around him. He brings out the worst in me. Or maybe it’s the best.
He confuses me and apparently my body too. I’m never sure if I want to smack him or pull him down and kiss him. I wonder what he would do if I did either of those options. Maybe one day I’ll try it, but for now, the war continues.
And I’m planning on winning.