Let Me Be Your Last by Lynsey M. Stewart

‘You are easy to love, Gem. It’s others that make it difficult.’

Gem Brown had it all. A successful husband, two gorgeous boys, and a life mapped out. Until doubt started to creep in.
Suspicion can drive you mad.
But suspicion can also prove you right.
The day Gem found her husband teetering on the edge of ecstasy, his mistress on her knees before him, provided her with…clarity. She would never trust a man again.

But four years later, through the strength of friendship and the love of her kids, Gem feels ready to start taking chances.
And then comes Josh. He’s a match made in heaven (or was it Loveisintheair.com?). Epic dates, swoon-worthy grand gestures, and a promise of happiness threaten to test her never-trust-a-man-again mantra.
But is Gem ready to fall in love again? Will Gem and Josh ever start testing the theory that high levels of sexual tension often lead to earth shifting sex? Can Josh help her to heal old wounds, or will ghosts of the past fail to let her go?