If Only in My Dreams by Keira Andrews

To be home for the holidays, two enemies are on a road trip from hell.
Charlie Yates is desperate. It’s almost Christmas and his flight home from college has been delayed.

For days.
Charlie promised his little sister he’d be back for her first Christmas since going into remission from leukemia. Now he’s stuck on the opposite coast and some jerk just grabbed the last rental car.

But wait—he knows that guy. He just hasn’t talked to him in years.
Because Gavin broke his heart.

Gavin Bloomberg’s childhood friendship with Charlie ended overnight after a day of stolen kisses. With years of resentment between them, they don’t want to be in the same room—let alone the same car. But for little Ava’s sake, Gavin can’t say no to driving home together.
The road is bumpy, but will they pave the way to an unexpected future together?

If Only in My Dreams by Keira Andrews is a gay Christmas romance featuring enemies to lovers, forced proximity, steamy first times, and of course a happy ending.