Fickle by Beau Brown

I’m fickle. I can admit that.

Seducing alphas makes me feel powerful. I enjoy the physical connection but don’t want the intimacy of a real relationship. My inability to connect emotionally to others stems from being unloved as a child. And I am not exaggerating.
I do love one person, though. My straight best friend, Cabe.
We’re very different. Cabe makes lots of plans while I live my life free and easy. Even so, we’ve been besties since we were kids. We even live together. I never really saw Cabe as anything but my platonic friend until he started giving me heated, confused looks. I’m positive I see attraction in his eyes. I have a lot of experience with alphas, so I should know.
But Cabe has a girlfriend. Sort of. They haven’t slept together in a while. She’s nagging him to move in with her, but I don’t want him going anywhere. My biggest fear is he’ll marry her just to prove he’s not gay.

I think Cabe should explore these new feelings.
With me.