Do It Or Else by Kai Juniper

It was never supposed to happen.
I was never supposed to fall for Ella.
She was the girl I bullied, the one I taunted and ridiculed.
But everything changed that night.
Ella became a friend, someone I confided in.
And then she became more.
I want to tell her how I feel.I want to make her mine.
But I can’t, not if I want to protect her.
She’s going to hate me for what I have to do.
But I don’t have a choice.
I wish it could be different, but it can’t.
Ella and I were never meant to be.
So then why can’t I let her go?