Deathless by Crystal Ash

What this cult has done to me is worse than death. Now only the man who hates me can save us all.

I’m losing sleep, plagued with bad dreams, and my men can only do so much to help. How can I be the president my club needs when it feels like I’m not only losing my mind, but myself?
The dreams get worse every night and soon, I have gaps in my memory. All the while, we’re chasing the Sisters of Bathory in circles and time is running out.
The solution that comes to me is terrifying. Even worse, I can’t breathe a word of it to the men who love me.
Hudson is the only one I can turn to. Only this traumatized, reclusive man who hates me can do something so unthinkable. It breaks my heart, but it’s our only chance of winning.
Destroying this cult isn’t just necessary. It’s personal. But their goddess’ power keeps growing, and the question remains…
How do you kill what’s deathless?