Saving Grace by Emily Stormbrook

To save the man I love, I had to go back to the man who claimed to love me.

John’s love is toxic, poisonous. But maybe it was all someone liked me deserved.
I had escaped him once, but he found me, just like he always promised he would. I have to play nice, win his trust, pretend I’d made a mistake. It should be easy. I spent eleven years being his perfect bride, but the thought of even one more day with him is unbearable.
But I have a more terrifying secret, for the last four years I have been informing on him. Feeding evidence to the NCA in exchange for my freedom. Now the world thinks I’m dead and I don’t know what is more terrifying, his love, or the possibility of him discovering what I have done.