Heal Me by Alexandra Page

Ellie is no stranger to the vicious grips of grief and guilt, and now, just when she had felt she could breathe again, they’re back like a raging storm leaving her gasping for air with little hope of rescue. What do you do with guilt–how do you let it go? And how do you put to rest ghosts that won’t stay dead?
With her demons roaring louder than ever, and her secret laid bare before him, will Nik be able to put his own fears and doubts aside and help Ellie rise from the ashes of her past? Will she allow his unwavering devotion to help heal her shattered heart? Can she learn to forgive the unforgivable and live again despite her overwhelming grief?
Determined to believe that hope is the only thing stronger than fear, Nik and Ellie begin building a new life from the scattered pieces of their pasts and prove that love really does conquer all.